Saturday, July 25, 2009
day 11 - college's 2x brutal than highschool
Today made me realize that some things in life never change.i thought college's gonna be different.gonna be something new.minus the bullies and the friends.i guess i'm wrong.o7-24-09,election day at LNU and a homosexual friend just spoiled it.well,i dont consider him/her one anymore. :\ he just came straight at my face and vomited obnoxious and conceited words at me.he wasn't even provoked in the first place.he should have said it nicely if he had the manners.problem with some particular homosexual,they think they're perfect and they're all mighty and high since they got lotsa friends and they're mostly popular.they go BULLY the losers.and me being one,and being different and being INSECURE,the thing made me cry.i thought and i considered him a friend since he was nice to be with and he hasn't said anything to me about my actions.i think i was back stabbed.i felt like a total crap ass that day and it made me think that maybe all of the students there in LNU think the same way too.they don't even know me.they don't even try.i hate college now.i hate it to bits and pieces.good thing there were a group of friends that i somewhat trusted.they cheered me up a bit and i was sober.and good thing i saw paolo that day,i'd been going crazy for days bcause i haven't heard of him anywhere. :) *SIGH* I MISS THE GOOD PEOPLE OF THE WORLD.i do :(((((((((
o7-24.o9 I AM THE GREAT.