i just realized i've never really wanted anyone so bad.masama ba?just tell me :| i don't wanna be sentimental tonight and i'm not blaming the person but he sure knows how to make me feel hopeless,unworthy and plain lost.i feel like everything about him,what he said and what he was before just dissolved into thin brutal air.i hope he's not making me hang on for too long.shizz,its like the other way round now.urgh,i know im in college already and ya'll say that it's studies first before anything but highschool didn't gave me a chance to do these :| i seriously need a friend to talk to soon.ken leonida's fine but i want a better one *SIGH* yex,i hate missing you too much.SHIZZZZZ!

AS YOU CAN SEE,THE LAYOUT SUCKS and ISNT ORIGINAL.THIS IS TEMPORARY.GONNA FIX MY BLOG AS SOON AS I GOT LOADS OF TIME.SORRY T_T