lemme tell you about it.

TIRED.

i just realized how college can be exhausting *sigh* more that we don't use textbooks,we do the researching by ourselves.there are lotsa things to do like assignments,research and whatnots.and oh,i also discovered how boredom and being lonesome can be exhausting too :\ idk,this week's been a blurr actually because i've been busy with school stuff,NSTP shizz and social dilemmas.

INSECURE.

for the record,almost half of the population in LNU thinks im either bi or lesbo.i get ridiculously amount of questions and weird looks everydaaaaay and i tell them all over again that im confused/undefined.HAHAHA.but then,a group of homos confronted me and said i'm just trying hard to act boyish and all.i dont know where to take sides now but all i know is,i am not girly in lotsa ways.mmmkay?so yeah,my self-esteem plummeted six feet under.sheesh. :/

CONFUSED.

i am confused whether this one person still likes me like what he tried to imply before or not anymore.it's very hard presuming on things that are just half-true or almost forgotten.i still really like-love the person but i guess i don't know if he really still feels the same way since he's been way off recently.or maybe it's just im not used to this yet?im confused and i got no real-real friends here in tacloban to talk to about this.I MISS MY OLD FRIENDS. :/


so yeah,i guess i could say this week's been a bitch to me.but then again,i thank GOD he gave me another week to live my messed up life and to try stitching it back up. :) another baby's in the house.idk if it's gonna bring happiness or just pure mischief.hmmm...?

AS YOU CAN SEE,THE LAYOUT SUCKS and ISNT ORIGINAL.THIS IS TEMPORARY.GONNA FIX MY BLOG AS SOON AS I GOT LOADS OF TIME.SORRY T_T