roxane sombise

sheeesh

2009-09-07T05:30:00.000-07:00

this week's been busy,i wasn't able to come up with a post because i was hella tired and i got lotsa things on my mind lately.anyway,today is a monday and thank god its a holiday.its a bit boring but im thankful because today's another day to relax and enjoy life :P mom,dad and kuya aren't here so yeah,they're in manila yet again.*sigh* they're gonna be back tomorrow and i hope they bring me something i want :P shizzzzzz.its 13 soon,i dont wanna grow up.im planning a video soon,i hope i get the time to make one :| anyway,i spent the whole day today on the computer.i've missed facebook,yahoo messenger and photoshop so guess what i made today?edited some pictures AGAIN since i couldn't think of anything lese to create from scratch.here's another crappy image with me with a sour face and a bubble head with a guy that's supposed to look like someone but failed.urgh HAHA.oh well, i lack practice anyway,so....i hope i get my mojo back :D wait for my updates soon.its gonna be my birthday on the 13th and our sportsfest this 16th :) i want a MIXTAPE from a friend on my birthday :( pleeeeeeeaaaaaaaaase!

ITS ALIVE :)

2009-08-30T05:31:00.001-07:00

yehes.im back with my pc all patched up.you'll be hearing from me soon :) SPLENDID!

ONLINE SHOE WINDOW SHOPPING

2009-08-09T23:47:00.000-07:00

Went online shoe shopping just now and look at my loots!i HOPE i get this on my burpday,it would be sweeeeet! :) im going to cebu/manila on my birthday,i hope i find these there.I EXPECT RESTOERUN HAS THESE.last time i went there,i was about to buy this 4.5k shoe :O awwwwwwwwe.DC!imma get you.maybe :D anyway,below are a DC SHOE,OSIRIS and VANS :) since im done with zooyork,harajuku lovers and converse...me want to have different kinds of em.mum permitted me to have a collection!yehes! WADDYAH PICK? :D help!

VANS! PURPLE,BLUE,TEAL&BLACK:)has all my fave colors!yes!
DC PURE.HOT PUNK AND BLUES :) coolah?
OSIRIS TRON.im not sure if OSIRIS is good,tsssss but i sure like the design and the colors.so neon,just how i would want it!
OSIRIS.TEAL AND PURPLE,two of my fave colors,yehes! :)

anyway,im still choosing between shoes or headphones.they're perfectly at the same price,price is playing between 3k-5k.thats a lot of money,so i guess it needs a lot of thinking. :) i secretly would love to have thos hesh headphones from skullcandy.I NEED AN ADVICE!help help :D

ACQUISITION OF FRIEND NUMBER ONE :)

2009-08-07T06:28:00.000-07:00

365 day project is dissolved :) weh.too busy.
anyway,look what i got!

A FRIEND in LNU :) AWE.I have one!
and he made me go tinggley just now through FB CHAT :P

Kim

hi xan

8:33pmRoxane

hello hello PUNO! :D

8:33pmKim

hehe...how do u like our new english teacher??? hehe...chawa man english

8:34pmRoxane

ayer uruenglish.di ka naangay :)

uhh...idk :D

8:35pmKim

y??? ba2n gad

8:38pmRoxane

haha ewan.i think he's fine pero i like sir macasil better :D

kayanu k ngean npkiana?

8:38pmKim

damu na dri ha iya...mas gus2 nra sir macasil

8:39pmRoxane

hhahaha kaya nga :D

too serious kasi

&& he seems odd in a way

8:40pmKim

pero nyakan hira nga marixu kuno hiya nga sci teacher...pro para a2n ha english...NO!!! his hardly any fun

8:41pmRoxane

yep yep :) haha i can see that

8:41pmKim

duy ano 8 orgasitic?

8:41pmRoxane

orgastic = orgasmic

8:42pmKim

bal8 gad?

8:42pmRoxane

i think you can be a cause of a great orgasm or pleasure?

idk.

search it on google

8:42pmKim

Aw man....

nag send aq ha im hn mga quiz...

I want to see if u can survive in the getto

8:43pmRoxane

haha :) hokay hokay.i'll try that later

aguy,kapuy nlwat buwas

nstp shit :|

8:45pmKim

amo ngani...ano ka nga cluster?

8:46pmRoxane

cluster e?? :) idk.di ako sure

8:49pmKim

ano ka nga section?

8:49pmRoxane

section 14 :D you?

8:52pmKim

aw...mag ka section kamu ni karl?

8:52pmRoxane

yep.as always.NORMAl :)

8:54pmKim

hehehe

8:54pmRoxane

anu na kamu n base buwas?

8:55pmKim

8:56pmRoxane

oh.goodluck :)

8:57pmKim

gud luck nla h8 iyu pag arrive ha base 1...hahaha

8:57pmRoxane

ayer.maabsent ak pag base 1 na eh :D

bahala na.

di tlga ako mhiking

waaaaaaaah

8:58pmKim

marixu duy...makita ka damu 8 nag dadalunot

sulit...hahaha

8:59pmRoxane

hahaha paug.panu kun ako it mslide??!!!DUH!! :P

9:00pmKim

aw hra karl 8 mag titinawa...klasm8 mo ghap hi andrew?

9:01pmRoxane

haha aw kay igdadara ku gad lwat hera tk kahulog :)

uhm,yup :)

9:02pmKim

hahaha...u fall they all fall..great choice

9:03pmRoxane

haha yeah i know :)

9:05pmKim

muzta naman ngayan e2 nga im crush??? y "Hey I'll move out of the way for you and for her too"???

9:06pmRoxane

haha aguy it nga crushes...waray la itun :) bgat extra ko la itun

actually,diri n ak htn ngagad kay i kno....waray ak pahingangadtuan :D

weh.

9:08pmKim

ahw dude don't say that

everyone has a future

9:08pmRoxane

why not?? :)

future pa?i dont think so

9:09pmKim

don't be a damn emo!! stick 2 what u are!! a desprite rocker!! remember?? personals ha english...hehe

9:09pmRoxane

if you try to know me better,maybe you'd understand my situation :D

haha.im not emo naman eh.and im not trying to be one.kaso...i just got problems that i just cant get my mind off

DESPERATE ROCKER?lol. :):) you remembered that? grabeh ka ha

9:11pmKim

dude...thats the only thing I heard from any of our clasm8's personals...hehehe...online ngayan juniel yna...hahaha

9:12pmRoxane

LOL.and why's that??

yep yep.i see him :)

9:12pmKim

y's what?

9:13pmRoxane

y's my personal the only yhing you heard during that time??

duh.

seatmates mo?

9:15pmKim

well...that was the only thing I heard that was very interesting...specially coming from a girl...no offense...haha

9:17pmRoxane

LOL :| i thought hearing "cute and girly and pretty and kissable" from girls are whats interesting to you guys.

9:19pmKim

I don't find "cute and girly and pretty and kissable" intersting from a girl...but common things to hear from girls...but when i heard u say what u said...i said to my self...damn thins girl might just really rock...and i wasn't wrong

9:22pmRoxane

i cant even remember what i said anymore,hahaha :D thank you,i'll accept it as a compliment i guess but i sure don't rock.thats what i know.haha. :)

really cool knowing somebody tried to get what i meant to say that time.i thought nobody care because i gave the impression of being indifferent and just awfully weird :D

BTW,why are we chatting in english?

9:23pmKim

u do...ask everyone...u maybe a little aggressive...but that totally rocks...wray type ko la...hahaha

9:25pmRoxane

aggressive ey?GRAWR!hahaha :D nah,im just fun if i wanna be.but i sure can be quiet and composed at times :)

9:26pmKim

well u are fun all the times...except wen quiet

9:28pmRoxane

LOL :) i wonder why most of my "boy" friends hate it when i go quiet and all emo.hahaha.whats wrong with me being quiet?

9:29pmKim

were used 2 u being so energetic and fun...u make us happy that way

9:30pmRoxane

awwwwwwe :D ey-okay then.

9:30pmKim

now do u understand us??? hahaha...ur awesome dude

9:32pmRoxane

NAAAAAAAAAAAH :P

>>AWWWWWWE<< MADE MY EFFIN DAY :)
NSTP bukas,shizz! :P
wish me luck guys.

day 13 - predictable

2009-07-26T03:19:00.000-07:00

haven't done anything today except for practicing some coloring things :) there oh!created it from scratch,it's kinda raw and basic looking,i need more practice!haha,anyway,im kinda contented on this because i know i can't do more.nobody's teaching.haha :) im doin this based on my instincts :P bleeeeeeeeeh!

o7.26.09

day 12 - FIRST ATTEMPTS SUCK

2009-07-25T01:47:00.000-07:00

This is my first attempt to line art coloring chuvah eklavoo :D this is what made me busy all day trying to figure how to do these since nobody's teaching me and i was tired searchinf for new tutorials.anyway,the finished product has been posted in puuurplekiddo.deviantart.com :) CIAO!

o7.25.o9 CRAP!

day 11 - college's 2x brutal than highschool

2009-07-25T01:36:00.000-07:00

Today made me realize that some things in life never change.i thought college's gonna be different.gonna be something new.minus the bullies and the friends.i guess i'm wrong.o7-24-09,election day at LNU and a homosexual friend just spoiled it.well,i dont consider him/her one anymore. :\ he just came straight at my face and vomited obnoxious and conceited words at me.he wasn't even provoked in the first place.he should have said it nicely if he had the manners.problem with some particular homosexual,they think they're perfect and they're all mighty and high since they got lotsa friends and they're mostly popular.they go BULLY the losers.and me being one,and being different and being INSECURE,the thing made me cry.i thought and i considered him a friend since he was nice to be with and he hasn't said anything to me about my actions.i think i was back stabbed.i felt like a total crap ass that day and it made me think that maybe all of the students there in LNU think the same way too.they don't even know me.they don't even try.i hate college now.i hate it to bits and pieces.good thing there were a group of friends that i somewhat trusted.they cheered me up a bit and i was sober.and good thing i saw paolo that day,i'd been going crazy for days bcause i haven't heard of him anywhere. :) *SIGH* I MISS THE GOOD PEOPLE OF THE WORLD.i do :(((((((((

o7-24.o9 I AM THE GREAT.

DAY 56789-10 ~ LOST DAYS

2009-07-25T01:27:00.000-07:00

JULY 19-23 was one hell of a week.i've been busy and tired i wasn't able to post something. :| siiiiiigh.made friends! :D pshyeah!

o7.19.o9-o7.23.o9

Day four - Im not what you call PERFECT

2009-07-18T01:58:00.000-07:00

spent the day helping my brother shoot a pentecostal wedding.it was really weird and new to me and i felt really left out since i wore jeans to their so-called church.GIRLS ARE SUPPOSED TO WEAR SKIRTS. :) anyway,i got touched by their vows that i almost bawled my eyes out.haha,i seldom attend those kind of weddings.sue me!

after the wedding,i bumped into a cute guy in pink.pshyeah! there in the middle oh! :D didn't get his number tho.weh.

imma watch kamikazee and brownman revival's concert later this evening with my aunt.i hope it goes well.i hope SHE survives this. :P cheers!

o7.18.()9 - i miss SUMMER '09

Day TEEREE - You forgot your change sir

2009-07-17T02:14:00.000-07:00

CLICK FOR A LARGER IMAGE :)

I am scared of change.And i think everybody does. *sigh* what now?im stuck whether to act my gender or stay the same old undefined :|

Now ther're two persons who tried copying me.AGAIN. ^_^ sweet!

o7/i7.0g - shaving cream smells nice?

Day 2 - Dont get your hopes up

2009-07-16T06:35:00.000-07:00

It still amaze me that there are other people around the world that appreciates someones rubbish as art.I was going through my Deviantart account earlier and i was surprised how i got a good couple of favourites on my works and some very helpful advices and critiques from respected artists in Tacloban.I know it is very normal in Deviantart to get noticed and to get appreciated that’s why i joined the so-called community.But it’s just very heart warming that i get compliments from people in Australia,South Africa,other parts in America and in the Phil too.Some of them aren’t just normal people,some of them are well respected artist in various aspects of art :) But then again,we’re talking about the cyber world in here. *sigh* i want to get appreciated in the real world too.actually,there are some people i know but they’re just a few.there’s my brother and mister jayboy acosta.they are my critics when it comes to the nature of art.they help me get better,teach me helpful techniques and to understand my flaws :) then there’s the art appreciators.i can name a few like CHRISTIE and LINO.i think they’re the only one who made me feel like i did something right when it comes to these things.haha.

i want to get better everyday even if i’m just learning it on my own.and we all know every artists needs a bit o’ appreciation from people.AYT? :D i guess,for now,i’ll hid behind the curtain and wait for the right time to get what i really deserve,if and when i get better.

went to rob to watch HP6.CRAP.i cried with hermione because i just sooo feel her. Y_Y it was neat but i ddnt expect it to be soooo….BITIN.urgh.anyway,i hate GINNY WEASLEY.sorry.

pop’s birthday :)

o7.I6.og

DAY ONE - I Blame You For The Insecurities

2009-07-15T00:52:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since i’ve done photo manipulations. *sigh* actually,i was working on some typography thing earlier but then the pc hanged and i forgot to save :( i suck at saving,srsly.it was a pilipinas typo actually,i dont know when i’ll get to do it again.i wanna finish it real bad but now im lazy to :’( anyway,this is just another grungy phot manip,like always,because that’s the only thing i know how to do :D sue me for bein clueless.haha.naaaah,this was very relaxing and satisfying even if it didnt turn out right.made me experiment and discover new techniques.but having a crappy monitor sucks real bad since you wont know the outcome.the colors are mixed up.its all messed up.the photo manip i made was suposed to be dark and grungy but when i checked it through my psp screen,it ain’t.its diff,didnt really come out real well. T__Y *sigh* better luck next time i guess.

o7.15.09

2009-07-13T05:56:00.000-07:00

imma start my
project 365 days.
LESS THAN THREE

2009-07-13T00:35:00.000-07:00

AH!H! SA LNU.
classes are suspended.MONDAY PA YUNG PASUKAN.
ako ay sobrang masaya dahil naantala ang pasusuot ng LNU uniform na parang tae.*bow*

THE LOST.and the forgotten.

2009-07-10T07:59:00.000-07:00

i just realized i've never really wanted anyone so bad.masama ba?just tell me :| i don't wanna be sentimental tonight and i'm not blaming the person but he sure knows how to make me feel hopeless,unworthy and plain lost.i feel like everything about him,what he said and what he was before just dissolved into thin brutal air.i hope he's not making me hang on for too long.shizz,its like the other way round now.urgh,i know im in college already and ya'll say that it's studies first before anything but highschool didn't gave me a chance to do these :| i seriously need a friend to talk to soon.ken leonida's fine but i want a better one *SIGH* yex,i hate missing you too much.SHIZZZZZ!

TIRED-INSECURE-CONFUSED

2009-07-10T07:30:00.000-07:00

lemme tell you about it.

TIRED.

i just realized how college can be exhausting *sigh* more that we don't use textbooks,we do the researching by ourselves.there are lotsa things to do like assignments,research and whatnots.and oh,i also discovered how boredom and being lonesome can be exhausting too :\ idk,this week's been a blurr actually because i've been busy with school stuff,NSTP shizz and social dilemmas.

INSECURE.

for the record,almost half of the population in LNU thinks im either bi or lesbo.i get ridiculously amount of questions and weird looks everydaaaaay and i tell them all over again that im confused/undefined.HAHAHA.but then,a group of homos confronted me and said i'm just trying hard to act boyish and all.i dont know where to take sides now but all i know is,i am not girly in lotsa ways.mmmkay?so yeah,my self-esteem plummeted six feet under.sheesh. :/

CONFUSED.

i am confused whether this one person still likes me like what he tried to imply before or not anymore.it's very hard presuming on things that are just half-true or almost forgotten.i still really like-love the person but i guess i don't know if he really still feels the same way since he's been way off recently.or maybe it's just im not used to this yet?im confused and i got no real-real friends here in tacloban to talk to about this.I MISS MY OLD FRIENDS. :/

so yeah,i guess i could say this week's been a bitch to me.but then again,i thank GOD he gave me another week to live my messed up life and to try stitching it back up. :) another baby's in the house.idk if it's gonna bring happiness or just pure mischief.hmmm...?

2009-07-09T06:51:00.000-07:00

My little designer sister made this cool doodle-logo for her blog. I’m so proud! Roxane is many times more talented than I was when I was her age. And there’s even stuff she can do that I can’t do right now. There’s a lot of art inside her. How much more as she grows older and gets better with the craft. -ROMMEL SOMBISE.

NAFEELER NAMAN AKO.awe :)) busy ako most of the time,i maybe online in fb but i'm semi-doing my homeworks too.good student na kasi.heh! :P PROFED is a pain in the ass,pano na kun SPED na?shehet.wish me luck!

SLEEEEP

2009-07-03T07:23:00.000-07:00

i professionally diagnosed myself with this so-called sleep disorder and i kinda found a special cure to this dilemma.it's either i need to get really exhausted to the bones or indulge myself in caffeine :) hahaha,just had coffee earlier this afternoon with beverly and cherry in Jose Karlos and tonight,i just got myself awarded with a four hours sleep.HELLYEAH! :D and now,i feel kinda hapy but my head kinda hurts,maybe i need more shut eye...problem is,i can't go back to sleep.it's harder :P oh well,at least...i slept.yehey for me!

OWL EYES

2009-07-02T06:59:00.001-07:00

once again,this so-called sleep disorder of mine is acting up on full blast again.dude,there're purple-ish gray-thingy shades under my eyes...literally and it's worse now than what i had in high school!and it sucks since my bags are getting larger everyday.school's messing it up again i guess.but i take a nap on lunch breaks instead of eating because it's only an hour long.yes,i nap at the classroom and sometimes in a bench near the fish pond.it's harder to sleep now since I DON'T KNOW WHY I DON'T FEEL SLEEPY THE MOMENT I CLOSE MY EYES.all o' my classmates said i should trying closing em,Paolo suggested to try thinking of nothing and my bro told me i should prolly try counting sheeps.none of these actually works for me now.but i do get sleep when I'm really exhausted to the bones :) i guess i should worn out myself everyday,urgh. *sigh* i wanna get a hold of some pills.hahaha,kidding.no way!oh good lord,please help me with this dilemma.it's becoming so unhealthy that im desperate for a fix.

SLEEP,be my best friend tonight.imma go guys!wish me luck! :)

update for the week

2009-06-30T00:25:00.000-07:00

ooooooh,been away for so long.i haven't posted anything at my tumblr site because i got frustrated at the thought that i can't friggin fix the thing >__<>__< we went home around 2am and i was really tired from the hollering.slept with my clothes on.JUNE 28,2009 was the most exhausting day of my life even if i went with paolo earlier that afternoon for a walk and a talk.it didn't even phase me.JUNE 27,28,29 was torture :( i got sunburned and i look like coal.

by the way,it's 30 today,fiesta of Tacloban...didn't go out today just like last year since all my Taclobanon friends are all in Manila and Cebu now.i can still remember last year,we were a crowd, house-hopping even if it's raining.we went to the famous houses of christie,patty,luwan,yroll and lotsa friends.now.......i don't know where to go :|

school's ewan :( i still don't get why i went to college,studying a course which i didn't choose.special education's fine but i still wanna get advertising art or mma *sigh*

welcome welcome welcome!

2009-06-29T05:42:00.001-07:00

new blog site since i was having a hard time tweaking with my tumblr one.hahaha.i gave up on it and so i decided to fly over here since i know it's easy for me to change things here.i still like tumblr though for its simplicity,awe :( anyway,roxane.tumblr.com is still running but without the widgets galore.stay tuned wherever you want,I'll post something here and there.still the same stuff :D welcome!

LAST NA TO' :D promise.